just being random and posting my camwhore photos.
haha
don't you think i look nice with make up on?
oh yeah
remember the older days when my spectacle frame was hot black? :)
remember even a longer time ago when karyn and i were still young and cute?
lololol..
i love my sister!!
i love my er jie cuz she cooked mushroom soup for mee :)
someone once told me that time outs in a relationship would only lead to a break up.
of course.
i guess i didn't believe it and all, being the naive person i am.
but i guess time outs don't really work unless the two have the same objectives for the time out.
this is my blog.
it has been my blog since 2006.
and if it takes writing crap to sustain this blog.
i will write crap.
but once again.
since this is my blog.
i know that i must be truthful in every post and word i write because,
it's my blog after all.
it's more than just a space for me.
it's a book of memories for me.
looking back on my past posts.
i know i've changed a lot.
but looking at my recent posts.
i've changed recently too.
i've been neglecting my boyfriend so much and being content with my life in kl
that i didn't realize that i myself made a barrier between me and him.
i'm posting this here in my blog
because this is something i want to read back in the future when me and him spend the rest of our lives together.
yes
at first
he made me upset and got me into not wanting to talk to him.
for his own reasons of course.
this is a chapter on my love life.
yes
that guy, koo qing terk.
didn't make me happy.
haha
at first la of course.
probably because i was a talker and he didn't really act the listener?
of course i don't blame him.
it was during my AS exams and he didn't want to take too much of my time.
but after that onwards we didn't talk things through and things pretty much went down the drain from then on.
as time passed by
i found solace in my friends more than i used to with him.
probably because we didn't solve the problem we had and i felt terrible with life itself?
haha
yeah after that
we had fights, misunderstandings, conflicts.
and neither of us were willing to give in and let go of our ego and pride.
yes yes we were both stubborn so that ended up in more hurting and less talking.
baby, remember when i said that whenever i get hurt and all that i don't exactly remember how i got hurt, but i remember the feeling i felt when i got hurt?
yes our fights gave me some traumas and phobias that i know, if i didn't do something about it, i'd face it like how i did like a few years ago.
but
this time i guess i've matured a little bit to understand what the right thing to do was.
but i just couldn't bring myself to do it on my own.
haha yeah
things have changed between me and him
we weren't cool anymore.
we weren't the sweet and loving couple we once were.
everything we did, just led to one fight, and then another, and another.
it wasn't very pleasant.
but but but but but
at some point in time when you struggle against the current,
you'll give up and just go with the flow.
which is what we did.
that silly boy,
despite saying so many things to hurt each other,
was still pulling himself together to try to make things work
and that's why i love him even more
:)
it takes some punching and some hurting to realize the bigger picture that things aren't meant to be like that.
honey bear
hamsterrr
koo qing terk!
im glad we're over the fights and we're sticking to being happy together
till death do us part! :)
i just wanna write it down here.
that no matter how many fights we have
i'm sticking to you
love
Kimberley Ong
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